So about once every 6 months to a year my anxiety seems to spiral out of control unfortunately this is just part of my life general anxiety disorder (aka gad) takes over for a while and i will be a bit of a mess to be honest. At the moment I'm the worst I've been in a long time.
I lost my job almost 2 months ago. And it's been hard. For me an interview is hell I freak out I get anxious tight chested. On a few occasions I've accidentally told them my age wrong.
That point of this blog is just to ask my followers to be patient with me at this time